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For Marine, a policewoman, "hell" began in the winter of 2012, when the superior of her new brigade started harassing her in front of her colleagues, and then sexually assaulted her three times. at 27, hospitalized and angry, she struggles to rebuild herself after this trauma, as she told Olivier Delacroix about Europe 1.

"I was a security assistant in the national police, a fairly hierarchical trade union where the law of silence reigns, and from the moment we begin to denounce what is happening, we are put in the closet. hell.

She puts on lipstick, he treats her as 'naughty'

I spent a year at the police academy, where it went very well. And then I was assigned to a police station, before asking to change brigade for personal reasons. When I joined this brigade in February 2012, it began with sexist remarks, inappropriate or even raw. I had the misfortune, one day, to put lipstick. He told me that I was 'naughty'. These were equally awkward sentences in front of everyone. There were also three sexual assaults.

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He threatened to report on my work, which has always been very well done. I have always been professional. That's what my supervisors said when they were auditioned. He was using it to keep me quiet. He called me 'good for nothing'. I was so scared for my career because the policeman job was the one I coveted. My future was all traced. I gritted my teeth and let it go.

A first complaint dismissed

I did not denounce these attacks immediately. It took me a year to file a complaint, while I was on sick leave right after the fact. It was during a hospitalization that I revealed what had happened. I filed a complaint in May 2013, dismissed in December.

The case was then resumed. In February 2018, his supervisor was sentenced to three years in prison, including one year in prison, with a duty to care and a ban on his practice. He appealed, which has a suspensive effect.

I am angry at justice. First, I have no protection. He can kill me tomorrow if he wants to. I tell myself that it is not possible that he can continue to practice. I do not understand this system whereas me, I galley to rebuild and relive. Today is survival. It touched everyone, my family, my friends ... Currently, I am hospitalized. I have ups and downs. I have a lot of supports that help me focus on a future, but I find it hard to mourn the profession. "

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